becoming / creative angst to let go of the bullshit

why he calls ME crazy and not healed. but who’s really crazy and unhealed? any one of us?

there is now wine and clove cigars added to these sunday posts. gem rising per chani nicholas: When the right love finds you, it feels like home. It expands your sense of what is possible. It heals the parts that felt unworthy of attention, affection, and acceptance. Love untangles the knots that self-rejection creates. Love … Continue reading

becoming / creative angst to let go of the bullshit / mama said write it out / new moon

you are not to blame.

you ain’t the blame dude. just accept your shit tho. you ain’t the blame. the blame is shared. it’s nuanced. it’s all the academic words you don’t like to use because you feel a certain way about labels. you are being challenged. not blamed. and because you don’t know you are to blame like you … Continue reading

becoming / creative angst to let go of the bullshit / lasso of truth / mama said write it out / mercury retrograde / new moon

Do what you can to allow the omnipresent abundance of your life to permeate your every cell. Waste not one moment of this transit on doubting the growth you are doing. Waste not one moment of this transit refusing the gifts presented to you because you feel undeserving of them. Waste not one moment of this transit questioning your quest if it is one of curiosity, integrity, and an unwavering commitment to seeking the truth. Whatever we want to manifest must be grown in every moment of our lives. There is no one action we take to shift the tides. It is with each action we take that we shape the growth of our world. May we grow an unwavering commitment to creating spaces where healing is justice, and justice is healing. We need not any more growth of gluttony, excess, fear, or hatred. It’s time to grow our capacity to do right by ourselves, our neighbors, loved ones, ancestors, and future family members.

radical healing. expedited. no worries. Continue reading

free right, free write / mama said write it out / truth / work in progress

you have been unfair to me. on manipulation and hang ups.

to say expressing myself in the truth, not my truth, but the truth when attempting to correct the part where you came in is manipulation. it is unfair to me. because all your life is manipulation. you seem confused and unable to know the difference because all your life is manipulation. when you decided to … Continue reading

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With a square to Neptune in Pisces as the only major aspect Jupiter in Sagittarius makes in the next 13 months, we need to encourage a clarity of truth to come forward as best we can.

i am who and where i am supposed to be right now. writing like crazy. on my phone. in my journals, budgeting, dreaming, planning. i am at the stage of intentionally planning my time as i reclaim it. i am good with planning the dreamiest and the most precise plans but in the past they … Continue reading