when you are aware, you recognize you have tools you need to make a choice. Continue reading
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i’m starting to feel embarrassed for black people who do me and other black people wrong. it’s like… i’m just sad for you—that you have not figured out how to evolve beyond such a petty existence on earth. and for what?
they have got to infinitely miserable. there is no other explanation for it. when I make my own missteps, you can bet I feel the heat–that’s where integrity and accountability come in. in the End, it’s what you do with the awareness Continue reading
Isn’t it all entertainment?
I just had an epiphany Continue reading
life is too short to be withholding your feelings
let people who can’t understand this, go! they ain’t here for the full experience and there’s not much you can do to change that. it might be impossible, even when you specialiZe in the impossible. do you really want to spend your time this way? Continue reading
woke up with a ton of bricks on my head
and Im not dead just in need of a break and some money since that’s the exchange for doing the basic living exhausted frustrated scared anxious completely robbed of what should be unspeakable joy. this is bullshit and because i live it i have got to speak the truth about it i can not believe … Continue reading
kindness is a threat
too many black women like me lose out on black women like me because black women like me are quick to slit your throat, quick to exact the pain onto black women like me because they have been hurt, made insecure, gossiped about, manipulates by black women like me looking to get to the top … Continue reading
my ears are bleeding and I’m supposed to just get over it
when they pushed my family to the dilapidated boarded up downtown I never heard sirens so many sirens I never knew this many I never knew this must To exist. when they pushed my family to the out skirts I never heard this many sirens all the time sirens I thought they had forgotten we … Continue reading
my work is not about look at me, my work is about look at us
seen. Continue reading
people who are threatened by me and my little ole nappy headed self
never realized I was giving them this 6 but when they poke a humble warrior she becomes the giant she is and now you got to work harder to figure out how to defeat her. ps. david was a 6 Continue reading
manipulate + expect
when I was 5 and my uncle Ricky came to visit and because he said I was his favorite niece when I was 5 and I knew he was here in the front room I ran to the back room and hid under the bed and set up in my mind he’d search and search … Continue reading
gelle's six 